Rita

I am starting a new life today. This journal is part of that new life. I no longer have anyone to talk with, so I will put down my thoughts here. It may well help me work things out in my head.

That said, let me begin by telling you that I am a forty year old divorced mother of one beautiful young woman. She has been both my mainstay and my largest worry all at the same time. This journal isn't about the past it's about new beginnings.

My new apartment is anything but new. I moved into this little place last week. My husband of almost twenty years decided to trade me in on a newer model. The model he chose was only three years older than our daughter. Fortunately Mattie is away at college. She would have been heart broken by the events of the last couple of weeks.

My new apartment is over a triple garage, once used by the family who owned the house. The garage had been a carriage house when it was built. It must have been used as a stable at sometime. These days it has been converted into two apartments. Mine on the second floor and one duplicate on the lower floor. I haven't met the tenant down there yet. I hear she is off mountain climbing or some such thing.

I gave myself a look in the mirror today. I found that for a forty year old broad I ain't half bad. I am trying to use the new English language. The one I tried to teach my daughter to never use. My tits aren't too bad. I mean, I had a kid which was both good and bad for them. They never shrank after I stopped nursing Mattie. They are sagging some but not as bad as some.

My ass is soft but not flabby. I think it looks pretty good, especially if I wear my panty girdle. I weigh the same as when I married at twenty. Since Lou, my ex, had a rather small cock, I don't expect that I am too stretched. I mean my cunt is probably still tight. After Mattie was born the doctor was kind enough to take a tuck here and there.

My hair is red thanks to a rinse I put on. I am a natural redhead. I just use the rinse to keep the grey at bay. My nose is straight and not too awfully large. My teeth, thanks to my dad, are straight. My lips might be a bit on the thin side. They weren't when I was first out in the single world, but styles have changed.

It is my intention to go back out into the world again. As a matter of fact, I am going out there tomorrow night. Well it's bedtime, so I will stop for tonight.

God I can't believe the things I have done since I wrote in this journal last. Yesterday, I worked late. I stayed at the computer terminal until seven. When I finished for the day, I showered, then dressed for dinner out. It began as a simple dinner alone.

After dinner, I drove to a country and western club. I had heard about it from one of my clients. Clients is what we call our customers. It makes us sound more professional. When I walked into the club I had to wait for my eyes to adjust to the gloom. It stays pretty bright outside until nine these days. It was almost pitch black in the club.

Something about the place made me feel sort of strange. I was afraid to drink since I had to drive home. I nursed one beer for a long time. While I sat at the bar men spoke to me and I returned their interest. It all seemed like harmless fun. I was really enjoying the attention. It had been a long time since anyone tried to make me feel special. Every man who spoke to me seemed to value my company.

Before I knew it. It was midnight. I wasn't drunk so I can't use that as an excuse for what happened next. The man, actually he was closer to a boy, who sat next to me was handsome but most of all young.

"Hi there," he said. "I've been watching you for the last hour."

"Why?" I asked.

"You are probably the most attractive woman in this place." he said.

"God that's nice of you to say. Too bad you are so damned young." I replied. I thought for a second I had offended him.

"Nothing wrong with being young. That is if you know the score." he said.

I should have shut up right there but I didn't want to miss this opportunity. "You know the score?" I asked.

"I think so," he said with a knowing smile.

"So what is the score?" I asked brazenly.

"You came here to see if there was anyone worth fucking." he said simply.

I should have gotten angry but I didn't. I don't know why but his words caused my breathing to become difficult. "And is there?" I asked.

As an answer, he pushed my hand to his lap. I should have pulled away but I couldn't. I found myself exploring his cock through his jeans. I traced it with my finger tips. It was huge. I gasped.

"That is generally the reaction I get," he said with a smug smile. I wanted to wipe that smile off his face, but I couldn't get a word out of my dry mouth. "What say you and I go outside for a while?" he suggested.

I couldn't answer. He stood, then helped me to stand. I let him lead me outside like a child. When we got outside he led me to the side of the building. We were standing deep in the shadows when he kissed me. His tongue drove it's way into my mouth. I was surprised by his tongue but it was also a turn on. I found my mind slipped into a fog. I no longer had a rational thought, nor did I want one. I pressed myself against his hard cock as I kissed him deeply.

He broke the kiss, to hold me close while whispering in my ear. "You want to see it baby?" he asked.

I couldn't answer, I simply gasped. I felt his hand between us and heard the zipper slide. I was holding him close so I wouldn't have to think. He took my hand, then guided it to his smooth hard cock. It was much more than I could cover with my hand. I was breathing so hard, I thought I might pass out.

"Let's see if those tits are real," he said as he began to unbutton my blouse. I should have stopped him and I would have, had I not been holding his cock. I felt the warm night air on my body as he pulled back my blouse. I felt him reach for my bra snap. He didn't realize it was in the front. I wasn't able to tell him, I was gasping for breath. I was too far gone to do more than thrill at his touch.

He finally figured out the bra. Without a word he bent to take one of my large nipples into his mouth. I gasped again. I felt his rough tongue rubbing my nipple even inside his mouth. I had my eyes closed and was on the verge of an orgasm.

He must have sensed how far past reason I had gone. He reached under my skirt to pull down my panties. I was grateful that I hadn't worn the girdle. When my panties were down he released my nipple to lower them even farther. He actually took them off me.

"Most guys couldn't do this," he said as he pushed me against the building. I spread my legs as he lowered himself so that he could start his cock in me. I let him pin me against the wall first with his body then with his cock as it moved deep inside me. I could feel the muscles of my cunt grasp at his invading cock. Because of the awkward position he could only stroke me with short strokes. It didn't matter, his cock was deeper inside me than any man's had ever been. It actually hurt, but not so much as to keep me from cumming. I came from his first stroke and continued for a long time. He finally stiffened. I knew he was about to cum inside my drenched cunt. I actually felt a man cum for the first time. I felt the burning of his cum as it shot deep into my cunt.

I clung to him to keep from falling as I was rocked by even more orgasms. I held on for dear life as he stroked me even after he had cum. He was stroking me with hard jabs as if trying to hurt me. It didn't matter, I continued to orgasm. Finally he stopped jabbing at me. He held me until I finished cumming. I couldn't believe how good it felt.

I was as limp as a dishrag when he said, "Well, that was nice. God you got a tight cunt for an old lady. You must not have been getting any lately."

I was surprised to hear myself say, "Not from anybody with a cock like yours." He laughed. The muscles in my cunt succeeded in forcing him out at that moment.

"Let's go back in," he suggested.

"I would just as soon go home." I said.

"Well, I would really like it if you came in for at least one more drink." he said.

His voice was insistent so I agreed. Instead of stopping at the bar, he led me to a table in the rear. I noticed the crowd had dissipated some since we left. He left me at the table while he went to the bar for a couple of beers. He sat close to me while I drank my beer.

"You ever suck a cock?" he asked seriously.

I almost told him to go to hell but for some reason the words wouldn't come. I could talk all right, I just couldn't bring myself to anger him. "A couple of times," I answered honestly. "I didn't much like it."

He nodded, "You don't understand. It's like when a man eats pussy. It ain't supposed to do nothing for him. It makes him powerful, that's all."

"I wouldn't know about that either," I replied.

"Damn woman, where you been? A monastery." he asked with a chuckle.

"Something like that." I replied with a smile I didn't really feel.

"Well it's time you come out into the real world. Tell you what, I am going to go to the men's room. You come with me." he said.

There it was. I was sober and not caught up in passion. If I did as he said, I would have no excuse. The young man stood and waited to see what I would do. Without thinking I stood to follow him to the men's room. Fortunately there were only a hand full of people left in the bar.

He went into the room first, then pulled me in after him. I watched as he locked the door. He pushed me down on the toilet, then unzipped his pants. I got my first look at the monster that had so recently been inside my cunt. At that moment, it wasn't really hard. It was still larger than any cock I had ever seen.

"Take it in your hands and guide it to your mouth," he demanded.

I hesitated only a second. I lifted it to my lips, then kissed the dripping head. I tasted something different than I ever had before. It wasn't a good or bad taste just something different. I had of course had my husbands cock in my mouth a couple of times. I had never tasted anything with him.

I allowed the young man to push it slowly inside my mouth. I felt the hard smooth beast move inside my mouth. It felt wonderful. I actually began to get lost in that fog of passion again.

"Come on baby make your mouth feel like your cunt. Press against it with your tongue. Yeah baby, now suck on it. God you are doing great. Now move your head back and forth on it."

I did everything he told me. In doing it I found myself on the verge of an orgasm. I rode the edge for a long time while I sucked and fucked him with my mouth. Finally I felt him stiffen. I knew he was about to cum in my mouth. I tried to pull away but he put his hands in my hair to hold me on his cock. I first felt my mouth fill with his hot cum, then I felt the release that had been avoiding me until that moment. I began to rock on his cock as I came. I rocked long after he finished cumming. I felt wonderful.

"God baby, you are a natural cock sucker. I thought you were going to suck my teeth out." he said patting me on the head like a dog. He turned to walk away.

It took me a few minutes to get myself together. When I returned to the table the young man was nowhere to be found. I finished my beer alone then drove home. That was last night. I slept like the dead last night.

Today my cunt itched all day. Every time I scratched it, I found myself masturbating like crazy. I would have expected it to interfere with my work. Quite the contrary, I seemed to do better work today that I had in a long time.

I promised myself I wouldn't go back to the bar again but it is a lousy promise. One I can't keep. I am going to stop now so that I can get there before the bar closes.

Jesus what a night. I went to the bar to find the young man. The only thing I found was his name. He is called Jake according to one of the women there. She also informed me that Jake fucks women only one time. "Why should he fuck one more than once, one feel of his cock and almost any woman lays right down."

I was determined that I wouldn't throw myself at him. I probably wouldn't have been able to keep that promise either. The thing that saved me was that Jake didn't show up. I was trying to finish my beer to leave when a man my own age sat at the bar beside me.

"I hear you got a piece of old Jake last night?" he asked.

"God, word travels fast around here," I said nastily.

"Not really, I saw you go to the parking lot then go into the men's room. When that happens with Jake it means you got fucked and then you sucked his cock." he said honestly.

I was getting turned on just talking about Jake. "I think I better leave," I said.

"Suit yourself, I just thought I would offer me and Eddie over there. I mean we ain't Jake but there is two of us." he said with a smile. "You ever have two men at once?" he asked. The bastard saw the effect he was having on me. I shook my head afraid to speak.

Me and Eddie, we done this plenty of times. We could show you a real good time." he advised me. I wanted to stand up and walk out on him, but I knew my knees were too weak. I just sat looking into my beer glass.

"Why don't you just come meet my friend Eddie," he suggested.

He actually led me to the table. "Eddie," he said. "I want you to meet Rita. Rita here is going to go home with us tonight." He turned to me, "Ain't you honey?" I still didn't answer.

"Sounds good to me. Rita honey, you sure got nice tits," Eddie said. I winced at his words. They two were crude but I didn't care enough to object.

When we reached the parking lot it was Mike the first one who said, "You want to ride with us."

"No," I managed to say. "I will follow you."

"Fair enough," Eddie replied.

They lived in one of those cracker box apartments. There were probably twenty buildings with ten apartments each. They waited for me in the parking lot until I found a space. The three of us went to an upstairs apartment.

"I do hope you ain't a screamer," Eddie said. "We got neighbors who get pissed at loud voices this late.

He seemed to expect an answer so I said, "I don't think I am a screamer. At least no one has made me scream so far." I didn't feel the bravado I was putting on.

"Why don't you take off them clothes. You know kind of let us see what we are getting?" Mike asked.

The two of them sat on the sofa while I slowly undid the buttons of my blouse. I saw the look on their faces and I felt powerful. They were so into watching me that they were almost drooling. When I realized that I was the center of their world at that one moment in time, I turned on to what I was doing. I began to sway as I loosened the buttons. I could feel myself moisten just thinking of the effect I was having on those two. I tossed the blouse on a chair after I had it off. I bent forward when I unhooked my bra. My tits looked even larger that way. I actually heard one of them moan at the sight of my tits. I was naked to the waste and swaying to silent music when I unhooked and dropped my skirt to the floor. My panties followed right behind. I stood naked swaying sensuously while the two of them seemed to pant.

Mike was the first to move. He walked up to me and kissed me while I swayed. I felt him run his hands up my back. I also felt another body press against my ass. Suddenly there were hands on my back and a second set on my tits. The feel of four hands kneading my flesh made me break the kiss and gasp for air.

I was being kissed on both sides of my neck at once, and those hands kept working my flesh. I was so hot that I reached to take Mike's cock in my hands. It was smaller than Jake's but larger than Lou's. I stroked it gently between our bodies. It was a wonderful feeling. I had a set of hands now on my ass and a set on my tits while I held a hard cock in my hands. I surrendered myself to them. They gently guided me to the sofa where Mike sat down heavily. Eddie pushed down on my shoulders until I knelt between Mike's spread legs. I knew what to do. I lowered my mouth over his cock. I felt the hot smooth flesh enter my mouth as Mike gasped.

Eddie guided my ass into a position so that he could enter me. I felt his cock penetrate into my cunt as I moved up and down on Mike's cock. I was cumming almost from the moment I had both those cocks in me. I felt wonderful as they both stroked my body. I felt the muscles of my cunt fight against Eddie's cock as he drove it deep inside me. I felt him drag it out only to plunge it back inside me again.

The feeling of his cock in my cunt made me forget about Mike. Mike was quick to remind me by forcing my head up and down on his cock. He was in effect fucking my mouth. It was all too wonderful to believe.

I began cumming in waves. It was better than being fucked by Jake. I thought I would loose my mind before either of them came. It was Mike who came in my mouth first. "I'm cumming," he groaned. "Suck it fast bitch. Come on you cock sucker work my cock."

His words set off another round of orgasms in me. I was lost in the feeling coursing through my body. I swallowed as much of Mike's cum as I could but since I was leaning over him some of it dripped over my chin and onto his pubic hair.

Mike slumped back against the sofa cushions as Eddie continued to plow into my cunt. "Come on baby, work that tight cunt of yours. Yes baby, milk old Eddie's balls. I can feel you come bitch. I am working up to it myself. I am going to flood your cunt with my cum baby. That's right help me. Work the muscles in your cunt for me. Show me you want it." Eddie moaned the words.

Mike had recovered enough to help. "Come on bitch tell Eddie you want his cum." I didn't answer so he slapped me gently on the back to get my attention. "Come on bitch beg for Eddie's cum."

"God yes, fuck me till you cum Eddie. I got to have your cum in me," I moaned. I found that the words coming from my mouth forced me even higher. "Fuck me Eddie, fuck me harder. Come on baby, shoot a load in me." Eddie responded by stiffening and then pumping me a couple of more times. I felt his hot cum move through my cunt.

As soon as Eddie came, I felt hands lift me onto the sofa. I had my eyes closed, I was lost in the feeling of Eddie's cum moving up my cunt. Suddenly my legs were spread and I felt something brush against the lips of my cunt. I looked down in a fog to see Mike with his head buried between my legs. He was licking and sucking on the lips of my cunt. I felt hands turn my head, then Eddie begin to lick my face then kiss me deeply. I was so turned on that I began cumming again. My hips rocked against Mike's face as I shot load after load against his face. He licked and sucked until I was slightly in pain. When I could stand it no more, he moved to my clit. I screamed as I felt my guts being ripped out by yet an even larger climax.

I was able to force Mikes head away while I was still sane. A few more minutes of that and I would have been a whimpering idiot. Eddie whispered in my ear, "So how was it baby. Tell us how it felt." I thought he was kidding but I was also still rolling in orgasms so I answered.

"Baby, you know how good it felt. I came so much, I thought I was going to loose my mind." I said.

"No bitch," he snapped. "Tell me what my cock felt like in your cunt, and what Mike's felt like in your mouth. Come on bitch tell me." he was almost hysterical.

At first I told him just to calm him down, then I did it because it felt good. As I described his cock inside my cunt, I could actually feel it all over again. "Your cock spread my cunt as it moved inside me. I could feel it fighting it's way in. When you pulled it back my cunt closed around it. Every time your cock moved the walls of my cunt I got higher. Your cock in my cunt and the feel of Mike's cock rubbing against the roof of my mouth drove me higher than I have ever been before."

I talked like that for a few minutes, then I dressed and came home. It was an amazing evening. I slept as hard as I had the night before. I swear, those are the best two nights sleep I have ever had. Between Jake, Mike Eddie and the masturbation, I have cum almost every waking hour for two days. I don't think I can stand anymore of this. Who am I kidding, I am going back to the bar tonight. I want to see if there is anything else there. Hell I would settle for a repeat of last night or even the night before.

I really did it last night. I got to the bar around ten. I didn't see either Eddie or Mike. I most definitely saw Jake who ignored me while he worked on another woman. I thought I would be jealous but I wasn't. I sat alone trying to decide whether or not to just go on home. I watched a tall burly man walk to the bar. He sat beside me for a few minutes at least until the bartender busied herself at the other end of the bar.

"I hear you are a great piece of ass?" it was a question.

"I am," I answered not knowing why I said it. There was a challenge in his voice and I guess I was answering it.

"Did you ever take it up the ass?" he asked.

"No," I answered simply.

"Well, I'm going out to my truck, if you want to try it follow me." he said.

He stood and walked out the door. It took me a few seconds to make up my mind. I had tried about everything else lately. I had wondered all my life what it would be like. Hell, it seemed like the thing to do.

I walked quickly out the door. I saw the pickup pull out of the parking space and head for the highway. I had to move quickly so as not to loose him. He drove his truck into the country. Then pulled into a dirt road. The road became a farm road. A few hundred yards from the pavement he pulled off under a lone tree. I stopped my car beside his pickup truck.

"Glad you came," he said simply.

"I didn't think I would," I replied honestly.

"I knew you would. Hell, so far you been with kids and fags, its about time you got a real fucking." he said. I began to unbutton my blouse. "You don't need to do that. We came here to fuck, not play games. Come here." he demanded.

I went to him. He turned me quickly away from him and toward the pick up. He bent me across the hood of the truck. I lay there wondering what the hell I had gotten myself into. I felt his hands reach under my skirt then pull off my panties. I felt my skirt being lifted over my back.

He rubbed the head of his cock over my asshole for a long time. He also talked to me while he lubricated my ass with his precum. "You gonna' like this baby. It's gonna feel a hundred times better than them fags. I know how it is gonna feel for you."

I didn't ask how he knew, I had a pretty good idea. I had noticed the jailhouse tattoos. "You about ready now. I can hardly hold onto my cock, it is so slippery back here." I felt him press the head of his cock against my asshole. "Now you got to relax the muscles in your ass baby," he crooned.

I relaxed and felt the head of his cock penetrate just inside my ass. It hurt but I bit my lip. I had asked for this and I wasn't about to piss this guy off. He stroked just inside my asshole until I got used to the feeling. He went slowly going only in small increments. Every stroke thrilled me. I found my ass just as sensitive as my cunt. I was actually cumming long before he got his cock all the way inside my ass.

When he was finally inside me he stroked me slow but deep. "God, that feels good." I heard myself say. "Come on baby fuck my ass. God I love it. I am cumming so hard. Come on baby bury your cock in my ass. Fuck my ass baby," I whined.

I was almost shocked when he came. I felt the cum inside my ass as I had never felt it in my cunt. It burned and felt good at the same time. I tried to keep fucking him even after he came. His cock wilted quickly.

"God, you are a hot little whore," he said.

"Don't stop, keep fucking me," I begged. It was no use. You can't get a wilted cock in a tight asshole.

"I can't fuck you no more. God you are about as good a butt fuck as I ever had. If that was your first time, you are a natural." he said.

"It was my first, but it damn sure won't be my last," I advised him. "I waited but he didn't respond. I don't know why I did it, but I went too far. "Eat my cunt," I demanded.

"I don't do that shit," he said angrily.

"I know there wasn't any cunts in prison. Just pretend my clit is a cock." I said knowing it would piss him off.

"You god damned whore," he shouted. I expected him to hit me or something. Instead he said. "I never sucked a cock. The other I did because I had to have some relief but I never sucked no cock."

I was on a roll. "You should have, sucking a cock is a real turn on. Can't you just imagine how a hot thick cock would feel in your mouth." I was baiting him and we both knew it. He was determined not to get violent. I finally gave up and drove home. I had a hard time going to the bathroom today, but it was worth it. I am going back to the bar again tonight. I don't have any idea what awaits me. I mean everyone in the place knows I am a whore. I don't care. This beats the hell out of TV.



I pretty much out did even myself last night. I stayed at the bar till closing time. The woman who usually works was off last night. There was a man behind the bar. He had evidently heard about me. He spoke to me at eleven. "I am going to close at midnight. If you stay we can have a real party. A couple of the regulars are going to stay for an after hours drink. If you stay it would be a real party." He said.

"Am I going to be the only woman?" I asked.

"You sure are. Do you think you can handle it?" he asked with a smile.

"Can't tell till I try. Can I?" I replied. He didn't answer he just walked away. I waited impatiently for the bar to close. I watched as the couples drifted out leaving only me and a couple of men I didn't know.

When the bartender locked the door, the men gathered around me. "She is a looker, I'll give her that." One of them said as if I wasn't even in the room.

"Eddie said she had the best cunt he ever buried a cock in." another one said to the group.

"Hell she followed Sammy out of here last night, so I know she will take it up the ass."

The bartender was the first to acknowledge me. "So Rita, how do you like it best?"

"Randy honey, there ain't no best. There is just different honey. You tell me what you want and I will give it to you," I said.

"I want to see her dance," one of the nameless men said.

Someone put some money in the juke box. Another one lifted me to the bar. I slowly moved to the music while taking off my clothes. Watching them pant was a real turn on for me. By the time I got to my bra and panties I was rocking to a gentle orgasm. When it passed I removed my bra and at least one of them gasped. When I was naked dancing on the bar, I began to hear the words that sent me even higher.

"God, I want to fuck her first," One of the men said.

"Oh no," the bartender said. "I go first." He extended his hand to me. "Get your ass down here you whore." I allowed him to help me down. He guided me to a table. He tried to lay me on my back but I refused. I lay across the small table on my stomach. I felt him spread my legs and then guide his stiff cock to the lips of my cunt. He then pressed against me. Even though I was still tight the dance had lubricated my cunt for him. My cunt fought him all the way but he managed to bury his cock in me.

"Cock," I moaned. "I want a cock to suck."

I don't know who but someone put his cock in front of my face. I reached for it, then guided it to my hungry mouth. I was pretty much penned to the table by the bartender's cock in my cunt, so I pulled the man in front back and forth forcing him to fuck my mouth. When he got the idea I moved my hands from his hips to the base of his cock. I stoked the base as gently as I could. I was in such an orgasmic state that I had trouble keeping the actions slow.

I removed my mouth from the man in front's cock and begged. "Faster, fuck me faster." I meant both of them and they did as I ordered. The man in my mouth came first. He flooded my mouth with his cum. I caught as much of it as I could.

He was replaced by one of the other two men. I felt this one ram his cock into my mouth. He was trying to force it into my throat. It made me gag but I didn't care. I wanted his cock all the way to my guts. Even this one came before the bartender. I know it wasn't my fault he was taking so long. I was pumping at him as hard and fast as he was pumping me. I was also cumming continuously.

When he finally came, he was replaced by yet another man. That one worked my cunt while the man in front worked my mouth. The one in front came deep in my mouth while the one at my cunt continued to fuck me. "Come on baby," I encouraged him. "Fuck me. I want to feel your cum inside me. Come on baby fuck me hard. I want it harder." I let him pump away until he finally came.

Even without a cock in either my mouth or cunt, I continued to cum. I wiggled about the table while they talked about me. "What took you so long?" I heard one ask.

"Are you kidding her cunt felt so good, I didn't want to cum. God this whore is dynamite." I recognized the bartender's voice.

"Her cunt might feel good, but I can tell you it is nothing like her mouth. That bitch can suck a cock like nobody I ever seen."

"Look man, that bitch is still cumming. Any of you guys got a hard on she needs more."

"I got it hard again. Where do you want it bitch?" one of them asked.

"Mouth," I snapped. "I want you to fuck my mouth." I was beyond all sense of reason.

"Come over here then. I want to sit down." he said.

I moved to kneel between his legs. I took his cock in my mouth and came again. It felt so good to have his smooth cock rub against the roof of my mouth. I sucked him for a long time. He had already cum once so it wasn't easy to get him off again. I didn't care. His cock felt great in my mouth.

He finally came. Another voice asked, "Where now whore?"

"Cunt, I want your cock in my cunt." I moaned.

I was again tossed on a table. I took his cock inside me with a feeling of power over them all. They were after all doing my bidding. When the one in my cunt finally came, I begged. "Asshole, somebody fuck me in the asshole."

I felt a cock press against my ass. "Wait," I said as I ran my finger inside my cunt. I dumped as much cum around my ass as I dared. "Now put it in slow," I demanded.

I felt a cock move slowly up my ass. It was a wonderful feeling. I was cumming from the moment it entered my ass until I felt the hot cum shoot up my ass.

By the time everyone had a third turn, the sun was coming through the windows. I left knowing that I would never return. I had done exactly what I felt like doing but now it is time to ease off some.



When I started this journal, I expected it to be a way for me to let off steam and work things out. It has turned into something very different. Just goes to show you how life plays tricks on us. Anyway the journal is what it is.

Since I am making an entry after two weeks, I guess you know I have slipped again. First of all, I haven't been back to the bar since I last wrote. I decided that even though my body loved the action, my soul couldn't take it.

Sure, my body screamed at me for the first week. I was totally miserable each and every day of that week. I knew I had to be doing the right thing since I was so totally miserable.

Fortunately, I had never given my last name or phone number to anyone at the bar. I don't expect they would have called, but I am just as glad they couldn't. I concentrated on my work. I managed to get a couple of things ready for the gallery. The gallery is a fancy name for an art shop where I rent a space. I sell a couple of computer prints a month there.

I was doing fine until yesterday. Yesterday I went to the art store to buy more paper. While there I met a man probably ten years younger than me. I don't know if he had seen me at the bar or just recognized me for what I have become. Either way he whispered in my ear. "Take the afternoon off. I have something, I would like to give you."

I should have walked away, instead I nodded. I followed him to a cheap motel. I could tell from the ring he wore that he was married. I really didn't care at that point, the hormones were racing through my body.

When I entered the room, he kissed me. I returned the kiss with a lot more passion than he offered. He didn't seem to know what to do next. I was more than a little surprised by that and by what I did next. I dropped to my knees. I managed with some difficulty to unzip him then free his hard cock. It wasn't especially large but it was beautiful to me at the moment. I stroked it while looking into his eyes. He closed his eyes when the feeling became to intense for him.

I kissed the head of his cock, and tasted the large drop of cum. The taste of him aroused my recent memories. It also drove my passion even higher. I sucked his cock slowly into my mouth. The hard smooth cock rubbing across the roof of my mouth drove me wild. I sucked it in and out as quickly as I dared. I didn't want to loose it during my enthusiasm. I could feel him begin to pump against my face. I found myself in a quandary. I wanted to taste his cum but I also wanted to feel him inside me. I finally decided I wanted him in my burning cunt more than I wanted to suck him dry.

I stood quickly, removed my panties, then got on my hands and knees on the bed. He got the message and walked behind me. I felt his cock press against the lips of my cunt. I felt him separate my cunt lips with the head of his cock. I was so turned on that he had absolutely no trouble entering me.

I could feel the wonderful sensation of his cock spreading the walls of my cunt. I could feel his pubic hair against my ass as he reached his limit. I waited for him to begin to stroke me. He waited a long time before he began to remove his cock to pump my cunt. I could feel my cunt close around the empty space he created on his back stroke. He plunged into me again. I felt my cunt muscles begin to suck at his cock.

I reached between my legs to work my own clit as he stroked me. I reached my first giant orgasm just by touching my clit. I rubbed it around while I continued to cum in waves. I felt his cock pump in and out of me but I was way to far gone to note any of the subtle changes in my cunt. I was rolling on giant waves of orgasms.

The man in my cunt stiffened and I waited for his hot cum to shoot deep inside my cunt. When it finally happened, I was already lost in the orgasmic waves but somehow it drove me even higher. I almost blacked out, so great was the intensity of my orgasm.

After he came he stood rooted, with his cock still inside me. I waited until it began to soften then squeezed it out of my cunt. It was a wonderful feeling to push the intruder from my cunt. I actually began to cum again. I rocked gently as I continued to wind down.

I heard the man say, "Damn, you are the best piece I ever had." I would liked to have answered but I couldn't. My mind was in another place. I heard the door open, then close. When I got back to the real world, he was gone. I was glad. I certainly didn't want to get involved with a married man. Still he had been a wonderful afternoon diversion.

I have been good for another couple of weeks. I probably would have stayed away from sex longer, if I hadn't been tricked. I know, it is hard to believe that with all my recent experience I would need to be tricked into having sex.

My neighbor came home. She wasn't mountain climbing. She was biking along some mountain trail out west. She is an attractive woman a few years younger than me. When we met, I didn't notice anything unusual about her. She seemed perfectly normal to me.

She invited me down for a drink. I accepted since I didn't have anything else to do. We talked girl talk for a couple of hours while drinking way too much scotch. I was pretty plastered when she asked, "So how do you like living in a barn."

"It could be worse. I could be homeless," I said with a giggle.

She moved to sit beside me. I could see a look in her eye that seemed somehow out of place on her. Suddenly she kissed me. I mean a really passionate kiss. At first I resisted but she stayed with it. The next thing I knew, I was returning her kiss. I kind of got lost in the feelings running through my body. I forgot she was a woman, I just felt her tongue in my mouth. It was a little strange to feel breast pressed against my own.

She unbuttoned my blouse while staring into my eyes. I seemed to be in a fog. I wanted to stop her and I wanted to help her all at the same time.

Amy had no trouble finding the hook on my bra. My blouse was still on my body and my bra was open. She broke eye contact only to take a breast in her mouth. She sucked it gently while moaning. I was moaning myself. Just the idea of what was happening to me caused me to start cumming.

She lowered her hand to my lap while continuing to suck on my tit. I felt her raise my skirt an inch at a time. I heard the words and I knew they came from my lips but I had a hard time believing it. "Hurry, god please hurry," the strange voice said.

Amy continued to slowly raise the hem of my skirt. I finally felt her hand on the bare flesh of my leg. I spread my legs for her but she didn't respond. She was teasing the flesh on my thigh. I was going mad between her mouth on my tit and her hand on my thigh. "Please Amy, do something. I am going crazy." the strange voice said.

Amy moved her hand to stroke my cunt lips through the nylon of my panties. I was pumping at her hand trying to get it inside me. I felt her push the fabric away. I felt her hard calloused finger stroke the lips of my cunt. I gasped as she inserted her finger inside me. I gasped again as she moved her rough finger to my clit. I began to come in gut wrenching spasms as she manipulated my clit. She continued to suck and manipulate me until I collapsed.

She refilled her drink, then sipped it while I recovered. When I reached for my drink she took it as a sign that I had returned to the real world. "God, you are so lucky. I wish I could feel what you just felt."

"What orgasm?" I asked.

"Not just an orgasm, I have those. You have mind bending orgasms. God, I would like to feel that just once," she said bitterly.

I suddenly knew what she wanted. I didn't especially want to do it. I didn't answer hoping she would just let it be.

She waited then seemed to loose her patience all at once. "Rita," she said sharply. "Unbutton my blouse."

I responded by reaching for the buttons. I guess truthfully, I had been waiting for her to order me. I undid them one at a time. I stopped to look at her lacy black bra.

"Don't just sit there you stupid bitch, take them out." she said as she sipped on her drink.

I reached forward to lift her breasts from the lacy garment. They slipped easily out of their tight bindings. I had never felt another woman's breasts before. I was surprised at how smooth they were. I was fascinated by the hard pointed nipples.

"Well, are you going to sit looking all night, or are you going to suck them?" she demanded.

I lowered my head to one of her breasts. I sucked the nipple into my mouth. I did it the way I liked. I sucked and licked the nipple at the same time. I felt her stiffen, then heard her moan. "God yes baby, you must have done this before. That feels so good. I am so turned on my nipples have hurt all evening. God baby suck my tits." she demanded.

I sucked on them a long time before she demanded I stop. She pushed me away then stood. She unbuckled her belt, then pushed her jeans to the floor. With her jeans, went her panties. I saw the thick black mound of pubic hair. She sat back down on the sofa, spread her legs, then said, "Come here bitch, I have something for you to do."

"I don't want to do this," I managed to gasp.

"Sure you do. Just come on over here and kneel down between my legs." she said softer than before.

"Please, I don't want to do it." I replied in a whisper.

"Sure you do bitch. You want to taste my pussy. You know you do. Come on baby just lick it a little. If you don't like it, you can stop." she said.

Her voice was hypnotic. I found myself kneeling before her without even knowing I had done it. My face seemed drawn to her cunt. I got close enough to smell her. I put out my tongue, then licked the lips of her cunt from the bottom to the top. I heard her gasp. Then she tangled her fingers in my hair and pulled me tight against her cunt.

"That's right baby lick my pussy. Yeah that feels so good. Don't stop lick it good." she said.

"I did as she told me. I tired of licking so I inserted my tongue inside her cunt."

"Yes baby, you do know what to do. Tongue fuck me. God yes I am going to cum. Suck my clit. Come on damn you suck my clit."

She pulled my head to her large clit. I sucked it between my lips and rolled it over them.

"Suck it you whore," she shouted as an orgasm racked through her body. "Keep sucking I am still cumming. God yes, I want to keep fucking your face." she said as she pushed me back to her cunt lips. I inserted my tongue into her cunt again. I tongue fucked her until she was moaning and pumping my face wildly. I felt her jerk my head back to her clit again. I again took it between my lips and worked it around.

"Do me you pussy eating dike," she shouted. "Come on keep fucking me."

I kept it up until she finally released my hair. I sat back on the floor while she recovered. I wasn't calm by any means. I managed to get my drink to my lips, then gulp a swallow.

"Damn, that was great. You were great." she said.

"I'm glad you liked it. Now why don't you come here and eat my cunt." I said brazenly.

"I don't do that." she answered firmly.

"You mean you got me down here to dry fuck me, then make me eat your cunt?" I asked.

"That's right dike." she said nastily.

"I hope you enjoyed it because it was the last time." I replied.

"We'll see about that." she said.

I left her to return to my apartment. I certainly hadn't enjoyed it enough to do it again. It took two days before Amy was at my door.

"Hi, can I come in a minute?" she asked.

"Sure why not?" I asked friendly enough.

"I got to thinking about the other night. I shouldn't have been so rough with you." she apologized.

"Not a problem," I assured her.

"I would really like to see you again." she said.

"Not unless you eat my cunt first," I said. I had turned the tables on her and I intended to keep the upper hand.

"I will do anything, even that." she said with her eyes on the floor.

"Good, then you can do it now," I demanded. "Just lift my skirt and remove my panties. I waited while she did it. I backed against the wall, spread my legs and waited.

Amy walked to me, knelt in front of me, lifted my skirt and began. She licked my cunt as I had done for her. When I was pumping against her, she inserted her tongue into my throbbing cunt. I came in great waves. "Clit, suck my clit," I instructed.

She took my clit between her lips then began to suck and roll it around. I finally slid to the floor so great were my orgasms. I found myself kissing Amy while I came down.

For some unknown reason, I wanted to eat her cunt. I pushed her onto the floor. I tore her pants from her body. I inserted my head between her naked thighs. I licked and sucked her until she was in the throws of an orgasm. When I was sure she was rolling with the waves. I moved to sit on her face. She immediately began to suck on my cunt. I was again tossed into a sea of orgasms.

When it was over, "Get out," I ordered.

That was a couple of hours ago. I don't know if I will ever fuck her again or not. It was fun but I still like the feel of a cock. Either in my mouth or in my cunt. I couldn't give that up.

Well here I am again. It has been three weeks this time. I have managed to stay pretty straight. Amy and I got it on a couple of times but otherwise until last night I had been good. Last night I dressed up real fancy, then went to an uptown kind of bar. I was one of only two unescorted ladies. The other one sat at the opposite end of the bar. The men all looked at us but seemed afraid to approach either of us. I switched back and forth between Scotch and soda, to just plain soda. I planned to get home under my own steam.

The men must have been staying in the motel next door, because they drank like crazy. After a couple of hours steady drinking one of them found the courage to send me a drink. The bartender pointed the man out to me. He was attractive enough to fuck, so I waved my thanks. It took him another twenty minutes to approach me.

"Hi, my name is Burt," he said.

"Rita," I said extending my hand to him.

The talk was boring for a long time. He was a perfect gentleman. He didn't realize that I was no lady. I kept expecting him to make a move, or at least say something. He never did. I went to the ladies room. I was applying fresh lipstick when the other single woman came it.

"God," she said. "These guys are such drags. They seem to think we are here to be ladies. I don't know about you honey, but I came to fuck."

"Actually, I did to. I had no idea anyone else felt like that," I said.

"We all do, most just won't admit it."

"I really hadn't been paying attention, have you got one interested?"

"I sure have, when I get back I am just going to grab his cock. Maybe he will get the idea," she said.

"That sounds like a pretty good idea. I think I will try it," I said to her.

"Tonya," she said. "My name is Tonya."

"Rita," I said holding out my hand.

"I'm not a man," she said ignoring my hand. She pulled me to her for a hard hug. "Now let's go out there and get laid," she said with a smile.



I gave the guy a couple of minutes to decide to make a move, when he didn't, I reached between us and wrapped my hand around his hard cock.

"Damn," he whispered. "What do you charge?"

"What do you charge," I countered.

"If that is the case, let's go to my room." he offered.

"I thought you would never ask." I said it meaning every word of it. I glanced down at Tonya who was leaning against the man she was with. She must have been whispering in his ear.

When Roger, the man I was with, paid the check, I followed him from the bar. We were half way across the small parking lot when I heard someone call my name. I looked back to see Tonya hurrying her friend along.

"Hey baby," she said to the man standing beside me. "You want to have one last drink with me and Ed."

"I don't know it's pretty late," he said.

"Come on Roger, it isn't all that late." I said. The two men shook hands, and introduced themselves. They tried to decide which room to have the drink in. While they argued Tonya said, "We can put on a little show for these guys. You know kind of Loosen them up a little."

"Couldn't hurt," I said.

"Come on Rita, we are going to Ed's room," Roger said.

I nodded my agreement. When we entered the room Tonya turned on the music channel the TV. The drink, turned into two drinks. We were all relaxed because we had already settled the most important issue. We knew we were all going to get laid. After the second drink, Tonya turned to me and said, "Let's dance."

I stood to dance to a slow song with her. She and I swayed to the music just inches apart. It was actually more erotic than if we had been touching. I had my eyes closed feeling the music, when I felt hands on my buttons. I didn't really know that it was Tonya. I didn't open my eyes. The dress I wore that night buttoned half way down the front. The unseen hands unbuttoned it all the way down. Then the hands slipped it from my shoulders. I had stopped moving. I simply stood swaying to the music. I swayed back and forth dressed only in my bra and panties. I heard movement then felt something press against my body. I opened my eyes to find Tonya's back against me and rubbing me up and down. I glanced at the men who were watching with their mouths open. They sensed that I was really turned on. I was so high I was near orgasm. I unzipped Tonya's dress. It fell forward then down. She turned to me dressed only in her black lace bra and matching panties.

We stood within an inch of our bras touching. We both swayed to the music not quite touching each other. Tonya turned gracefully backward to me again. I unhooked her bra. She made another turn and faced me. Her breast hardly sagged at all. I wanted her to unhook my bra. My nipples were so hard that the bra hurt. I pleaded with my eyes but she ignored me. I saw for the first time how hard her look was.

"Please baby, take it off for me," I begged. I was no longer aware of the men.

"That's all you ever had to do bitch. You just had to beg me." she said harshly. It didn't matter because she reached to unhook my bra. She moved forward until just our nipples touched. She and I began to sway but it no longer had to do with the music. I was more turned on than I had ever been with Amy. It might have been the audience.

Tonya turned to press her back against me. I knew what she wanted without being told. I reached around her to take a tit in each hand. She leaned her head back against me as I stroked her breasts. She was also grinding her ass against my clit. I exploded in an orgasm that made my knees weak.

"Damn," I heard Roger say. "That bitch just came."

I should have been upset but I wasn't. I continued to rock to the gentle beat of the music and my own body. Tonya removed my hands from her tits. She guided them to her panties. I knew what she wanted. I pushed them down as I ran my hands over her legs. Tonya was naked standing in front of me. She guided one of my hands back to her breast and the other one to her clit. I rubbed both gently until she came in almost a silent scream.

I felt her pull away when she came. She whispered in a voice just loud enough for the men to hear. "You really are a slut. It's okay baby, we like them like that, don't we boys?"

There was no answer, just moans. "Which one of you wants to fuck her first?" she asked.

"Hey, she is mine." Roger said.

"Roger baby, this bitch is everybody's, but you can go first," Tonya said.

"You bet your ass, I'm going first. After that you two can have her," he said.

"Roger, you don't understand. You are going to want her more than just once. Come on Ed let's do it," she said.

Roger pressed me down on the bed. He moved his cock against the lips of my cunt. I was on fire. "Please baby, hurry. I need it so bad," I said.

"Damn right bitch, you are sure as hell going to get it." he said burying his cock in me. I felt his pubic hair rubbing against my shaved cunt. I knew, I had all he could manage.

"Come on baby," I said. "Fuck me. I want to feel your cock deep inside me. Come on baby, please fuck me," I begged. With each stroke he banged into my clit. Each blow caused me to cum. I was soon riding on one orgasm after another. He was still fucking me when I heard Ed groan. I knew he had cum in Tonya's cunt. I was jealous. I wanted to feel that hot burn in my own cunt.

I was about to beg Roger to hurry when I felt the bed sag under even more weight. "Hold still bitch. I am going to let you suck Ed's cum from my pussy," Tonya said.

I felt penned to the bed by Roger at one end and Tonya pressing her cunt over my face. I instinctively licked and sucked on her cunt for a long time. I could taste Ed's cum as it dripped into my mouth. Tonya was cumming as hard as she had when Ed fucked her. I heard Roger moan, "I'm cumming bitch. Milk my cock with your cunt." I finally felt his cum flow into my cunt.

"Come here Ed," Tonya said. "Come her and let the bitch get you hard for me again."

I was in a daze when Tonya moved off my face and guided Ed's wilted cock into my mouth. I sucked it and stroked it with my tongue until it was hard. I had him pumping my mouth before Tonya pulled him off me. She rolled to her hands and knees. Her body was bridged over me. "Suck my tits bitch," she ordered. I did it gladly.

I sucked her while Ed fucked her. It took him a lot longer to cum this time. Tonya was cumming in great waves while we worked on her body. It was a power high for me. Finally Ed came again with a cry like a wounded animal.

Tonya collapsed onto my face. I moved to allow myself to breath. I glanced to find Roger sitting at a table by the window. He had been watching and his cock was hard.

"Come fuck me Roger," I begged.

"Not in the cunt, I have already been there." he said.

"Then come here and I will suck your cock," I said.

"No, I want to fuck you in the ass," he said. There was something in his voice that led me to believe he wanted to do something I had never done before. I had done it of course but he didn't have to know that.

"No baby, you can fuck my cunt or I will suck your cock, but I don't take it up the ass."

"You mean you never have before. If Roger wants to fuck your ass then he will fuck your ass," Tonya said.

"Please Tonya don't make me," I begged.

"Get on your knees bitch," she demanded.

"Please no," I said.

Tonya slapped me. Not hard but stinging. "Get on your fucking knees you whore." she demanded.

Her tone almost made me cum. I rolled onto my knees and tried to look frightened. I felt Roger's cock rub over my ass. I tried to move away, but he pressed the head of his cock against my asshole. I cried out when he penetrated me. They all thought it was in pain. It was actually in pleasure. He worked his cock in and out of my asshole going a little deeper each time. He finally got all of his cock in me. I cried and whined at first, but then I couldn't keep the act up any longer. I began to rock against his cock. Finally I began to beg. "Come on baby, cum in my ass. I want to feel your cum in my ass. Do it baby," I said when I felt him stiffen. Finally he shot his hot cum deep into my guts. I came in great hard spasms.

"Well, you got her back door cherry Roger," I think she has had enough for tonight, but if either of you can get it up, I could use a cock in me." she said. I lay on the bed and watched as Ed fucked her again. I came just watching. She was still fucking someone when I fell asleep.

When I awoke the next morning. I was in the bed with Tonya and the men were gone. "I was beginning to think you weren't going to wake up," Tonya said. "Baby you are the hottest whore I have ever seen. You take a cock like nobody else. I get turned on just thinking about last night. You are cumming now just remembering it aren't you?' she asked.

"Yes," I admitted in a sleepy voice.

"You and I make a great team. How would you like to go out with me again sometime?" she asked.

'Not unless you can arrange it with more men. I need to get fucked more than those two could manage." I said ashamed of myself for admitting it even to another woman.

"Tell you what bitch, I know where there is a bachelor party next Friday. We can be the entertainment. We can do our little dance, then you can fuck all you want right there. Hell you can even get paid for it." she said.

"Hey Tonya, I don't sell it." I said indignantly.

"Too bad," she said. "Your share of last night's take is on the nightstand. I already have my share.

I looked to see two one hundred dollar bills folded neatly. "You mean they thought we were hookers?" I asked.

"Hell baby, I thought you were to. I told Roger to caugh it up or I would find his old lady." Tonya laughed. "I'm sorry if it offends you, I will take it all."

"It offends me but since it is here, I will take it," I said.

"If you change your mind about the party call me." She said it as she handed me a business card with just a phone number.

I tried not to call. I tried for a couple of days. I finally gave in, then called Tonya. She was glad I called but not nearly as glad as I was. We agreed to meet at a club early on Friday. The party was being held at one of the groom's friend's house. The friend was supposed to meet us at the club.

I found Tonya waiting for me on Friday. "Hey there baby," she said.

"Hi Tonya, I don't suppose our guide has arrived? " I asked.

"Not yet, we are a little early. He should be along any time now."

I sat drinking a coke and looking Tonya over. I knew she wasn't a natural blonde but she had really nice hair. She was certainly attractive enough for any man. She was a couple of years younger than me. I knew her body wasn't as good as mine, but it was adequate. When we had danced, I had noted her to be the same height as me. Remembering the dance, I had an urge to touch her again. I fought it successfully. It was a good thing since it was a classy lounge.

The man who approached us was only slightly over half my age. "Tonya," he asked me.

I pointed across the table to Tonya. "You girls about ready?" he asked her.

"Ready for anything you got honey." Tonya said it taunting him already.

"You want to ride with me or follow?" he asked Tonya.

"Rita can ride with you but I am going to follow you. I want us to have a way home when we wear your asses out." she said without a hint of a smile. "Before we leave, do you have our money?"

"Sure, it was one hundred for the dance. After that you make your own deals," he advised her.

"Let's go dance honey," Tonya said to me.

I don't understand myself most of the time. Inside the car, I had gotten into the role of hooker. I said to our kid driver, "Honey, you ever have you cock sucked while you drive?"

"No and if you don't want to get us killed, I think we should wait until we get to the party." he said sounding a little worried.

"Your choice," I said. I was as horny as I had ever been in my life.

When we arrived at the house there were several cars parked in the yard. Tonya and I followed him into the house. The party was in his basement rec room. When I reached the foot of the stairs, I saw about a dozen men waiting. They were about half drunk and very noisy.

One of them shouted, "Damn Mike these two are old enough to be our mothers."

I removed the jacket to my dress. "Your mama look like this kid?" I asked.

The men began shouting when they saw the size of my tits. " Let's get started," Tonya whispered to me. I nodded my agreement. Tonya found the stereo, then found some soft slow music. The fact that we had such a large audience just added to the thrill of swaying slowly to the music. I stood inches from Tonya as the room quieted. After a few minutes of just swaying to the music. Tonya turned her back to me. I slowly unzipped her dress. It easily fell from her body. I rubbed the naked skin of her stomach. I stayed away from her black bra and her frilly black panties. She turned back to me again. I had tuned the noisy men out. I slowly turned my back to her. She unzipped the plain white dress I wore. When the dress slid from my body, I turned back to Tonya. Only an inch or so separated out bras as we continued to sway to the music.

Tonya raised her hand to unhook the front of my bra. I could hear the men gasp as my large hard nipples sprang free. The men were salivating at the sight of two women dancing close but not quite touching. Tonya turned my back to her. That time she played with my hard nipples while I tried to continue to move to the music. When I began to tense, I lost track of the music.

"Please help me baby," I begged. Tonya responded by kissing my neck. I felt my right breast being freed. I felt her hand glide across my moist body. I felt the fingers invade my panties. I felt her finger move over the stubble of my pubic hair. Her finger moved inside the cleft of my cunt. I felt her find, then manipulate my clit. I came so violently Tonya had to hold me up. I heard her order one of the boys to bring her a chair. I was still cumming when she removed her finger, then lowered herself to the chair. Without her hand on my tit or my cunt, I turned to her. I saw her slowly spread her legs, while seated in a wooden chair. I knelt before her naked cunt. I noticed that she had freed her tits without taking the bra off. They rode over the bra which tended to hold them upright. I buried my face in her cunt and the men went wild. I heard them again, "Eat her cunt." God look at them go. I swear this is the best dance, I ever saw."

After Tonya began to tense, I moved to suck her clit. She came in waves. I could feel her cunt pound into my face. "Does my pussy taste good bitch?" she asked. The men began to shout.

"Eat my pussy good and I might let you fuck some of these nice men." she crooned.

I licked and sucked her to a few more giant orgasms. Tonya pushed me away so hard I fell onto the floor. "Okay," she said to the crowd of men. "Any of you guys want to see how good her mouth feels?"

"Sure, I do," One of them said.

"For a hundred bucks, she will suck anybody's cock," Tonya said.

"I got a hundred," One of the young men said. He stepped onto the makeshift stage. Tonya helped me to the chair. "I want her nice and comfortable, in case she has to suck off more than one of you." she laughed. Everyone laughed at me. I didn't care. I could only think of the cock I was about to receive. I unzipped his pants for him. I struggled but finally freed his hard cock. I licked the shaft until he had a drop of cum on the tip. I licked it off, making sure the others saw it. I sucked his cock into my mouth. It was a wonderful feeling as his hard cock moved across the roof of my mouth. He could feel me jerk as I came.

"Damn," he said to the others. "I swear the bitch is cumming."

He began to take control of his movements. He stroke my sucking mouth as I allowed him to change the angle of attack. He moved his cock in and out faster and deeper. I gagged a couple of times but didn't really mind. When I felt his cock stiffen in my mouth, he pulled it out. I was about to beg him to put it back in when he shot hot cum all over my face. My body was racked with orgasms from the degradation.

I looked up to see another man hand Tonya money. I sucked him in to replace the hard cock I had just lost. I sucked and stroked his cock with my tongue. I was lost to any rational thought. All I knew was I had a cock in my mouth and it felt so good. When he came I made a choking noise. I still didn't care. I looked up to find no one standing to replace him.

"Cunt," I shouted. "I need a cock in my cunt."

"Two hundred," Tonya said.

"I'll fuck her but not for two hundred bucks," One of the men said.

"Please," I begged Tonya.

"Okay, come get her." The man pulled me from the chair then pushed me to my knees on the table top. I was forced to place my tits in the seat of the chair. He entered my sopping cunt with no problem at all. I felt him bury his cock in me on the first stroke. I hardly felt the walls of my cunt so quick was his entry.

"Fuck me," I begged him. "Fuck me hard."

"He stroked me deep and hard. I could feel his cock move inside me. The walls of my cunt fought against the intruder. I was high but not getting over the edge. I moved my own hand between my legs to manipulate my clit. I came with the first touch of it. He pumped a short time longer then stiffened as he came inside my burning cunt. He was shaking as he withdrew his withering cock from my cunt.

"More, God I have to have more," I begged anyone and everyone.

"Who wants the bitch at one hundred," Tony asked. "Come on somebody, the bitch is begging."

"Here, damn it I will make her stop begging," One of the men said.

I felt his cock penetrate me. I responded by backing against him even tighter. He stroke and I came. I didn't even need the finger on my clit. I was firing load after load. I felt him stiffen much too soon. "Please not yet," I begged. It did no good. He shot his load into my cunt.

"Any one else think they can make her stop begging?" Tonya asked the group. No one made a move. I had embarrassed the last one.

"Please," I begged. "Somebody put a cock in my cunt.

"Okay guys, I'll tell you what for two hundred you can fuck her in the ass," Tonya said.

We had not discussed it but I knew my lines. "No," I said seeming to come out of my trance. "Not in the ass, please Tonya don't make me."

"Shut up bitch, you are going to do exactly what I say,."

I buried my face in my hands on the chair seat. I pretended to cry.

"Okay, I always wanted to fuck a woman in the ass," someone said.

"Please sir, don't do it to me in the ass. I will suck your cock or take it in the cunt. You would enjoy my cunt better," I begged. If I thought he could be talked out of it, I would never have said a word.

"Shut up bitch," he shouted. "You are going to take it up the ass and beg for more." He didn't know it but he was probably right.

He worked his hard cock slowly into my still tight asshole. I fought against it to make it feel better to him. "Come on bitch stop fighting it. It will be better for you, if you just relax."

I finally relaxed. I groaned as if in pain, while he stroked deeper inside me with every thrust. I was feeling it so good. I finally lost the ability to hide it. "Fuck me," I wailed. "Fuck my ass," I begged.

"I knew you would like it," he said. "Come on bitch move your ass around." I did as he ordered. I moved from side to side, then back and forth on his cock. When he shot his load in my ass, I felt it move into my guts. It felt wonderful enough to drive me to a gut wrenching orgasm which forced his cock from my asshole.

"I knew she would love it." he said to the audience. They all do, they just don't want to admit it." he said to their cheers.

"Well, if you guys are all out of money," Tonya said. "I guess we will be going." I tried to protest but didn't have the strength.

"Not so fast," one of the drunker ones said. "Nobody has fucked you,"

"I don't do it with men," Tonya said taunting him.

"You are tonight. It's time somebody changed you into a woman." Another man said.

"If you want it, you are going to have to take it," Tonya said.

I felt the footsteps on the tables, we had used as a stage. The tables couldn't take the weight. The whole thing collapsed. The men didn't even miss a beat. One of the men grabbed Tonya, then threw her onto the sofa. He buried his cock in her. I watched until I began too turned on. I found a man sitting in a wooden chair watching. I moved to him, then knelt between his legs. I began to suck him hard and fast. I wanted to taste his cum. I also wanted a cock in my cunt. "Somebody fuck me," I moaned. A man moved behind me. I changed positions slightly to allow him inside my cum filled cunt. The feelings were muted by my cum slicked cunt. He didn't seem to notice but I sure did. I could hardly feel him at all. I concentrated on the cock in my mouth. I came even with the minor feeling coming from my cunt. He came hard but I hardly noticed. I was too absorbed in the cock in my mouth.

The man at my cunt removed his cock. I assumed that he had cum. He was quickly replaced by someone else. I felt his cock move, not in my cunt, but into my asshole. I moaned around the cock in my mouth. I was getting a mouth full of cock and an ass full at the same time. It was wonderful. I came so hard I passed out. When I came to moments later, I was being held on the lap of another man. "Come on whore, move your ass." I was more than happy to do as he asked. I had a great feeling from the tightness of my cunt muscles in that position. I fucked him until I went limp again.

The next think I remember was Tonya slapping me gently. I awoke on the sofa with a jerk. "What happened?" I asked.

"You fucked until you passed out. After you did, these asshole fucked your unconscious body. It was beautiful," she whispered. "Come on we got to go."

"I got to get my clothes," I explained.

"I got your dress, everything else is somebody's souvenir by now." she smiled. "Don't worry this party cost them plenty. I threatened to call the cops. They coughed up every cent they had. We got to get out of here before they recover and get pissed." she said leading me naked out the door.

Tonya had to put the dress on me. I was way to far gone to handle even that chore. We stopped on the way home to get coffee. I needed the coffee and the time to recover.

"Well bitch," she whispered across the table. "Did you get enough tonight?"

"It was enough," I replied.

Over the next month Tonya and I did our little dance a couple of times. The outcome was about the same each time. After a while it got old. I guess I have come to expect new thrills each time I do something wild.

I moved from the garage apartment to one of those new complexes with about fifty six story buildings. I did it because my neighbors at the old place began to hear rumors. In the new place I was just one of hundreds of other women.

I walked out onto my balcony the very first night. I looked across at the building whose balconies faced mine. I looked carefully because I felt eyes on me. I looked up and down until I saw one of the balconies with a young couple sitting on it looking directly at me. I would have been almost impossible for them not to have done so since their balcony was dead in front of mine. I almost didn't see them because they were in the dark. I couldn't see but somehow I knew they were jacking each other off.

On the spur of the moment, I decided to give them a real show. I went inside leaving my drapes open on the patio door. I put on some slow music then began to dance with myself. I slowly did a strip while keeping my eyes on their balcony. After I was naked I began to masturbate. They might not have been able to see in great detail but when I came they had to know it. The strip and jacking off was fun but not very satisfying. I suddenly had a yen for a cock. I mean any cock.

I redressed since it had been a long time since I had an itch I didn't scratch.

the end..